Millions of miracles of Jesus and Mary

Yes, there had been millions of miracles of Jesus Christ and Mary but miracles are there for a special purpose for everyone but do you think such miracles would stick with you by just be a Christian (RC) as I am very disappointed that being religious is nothing but an empty vessel without any ommph when challenged spiritually. I had gone through thousands of black magic attacks (still ongoing) which have caused much money by those including Christians who dabble in black magic to harm me and instead as I draw closer and closer to Jesus Christ -not relying on His miracles-but by His true Spirit, I have survived millions of occasions for few decades. That is what when we claim to be true Christians in Christ only. Do not think you are safe just because there are miracles out there, and we must have Jesus Christ and his Cross in our hearts so that when we pray to Him, He will come almost instantly to our cry every movement and every day. Hope this can touch you.